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[ verse ]
Up until now I ain't gotten no type of recognition
It's frustrating but I feel like I'm completely missing
The point to why I started this shit, now I need to reminisce
Back to the old days, back when I ain't feel like this
I just low key wanna move on from this shitty life
And become rich or something, man alright?
Is wishing for wealth really so bad?
All my life I been bullied, lately I ain't been sad
Been tryna look at the bright side of stuff
Teachers used to tell me I ain't gon be enough
But I came to prove 'em wrong
And to those that doubted me, I hope you hear this song
[hook] (x4)
All my life I been put down
All my life I ain't have nothing but a frown
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[ hook ]
Time heals all like a fuckin' fairy fountain
That shit might take long, at least it's automatic
I just need me a moment to take in a breath
And think to myself, what else is there left?
Cause I don't know where to go
Dont know where life goes
It's just constantly going
I'm constantly not knowing
What I'm bouta do next
Life, is this a test?
Cause if it happens to be, then Imma fail like the rest
[ verse I ]
My mother fuckin' moods been up and down
I ain't got no time to frown
I ain't got time for this stuff
I ain't got no time to bluff
With my inner demons
Or my inner feelings
Bout the songs that I write
Ain't got no time to feel right
I'm just saying, I ain't playing
When I say some things
Low key praying, slowly laying
Then I spread my wings
And ascend up much higher
I hope I ain't no liar when I say that I feel
Like I'm always on fire
[ verse II ]
My anxiety been rising, but I might say fuck it
Lately I been feeling like I need to do shit before I kick the bucket
What if I waste my life and end up a waste of space?
Imma take my time but still go at a decent pace
I need to go ahead and wipe the dirt up off my face
And move on from bleaker times, the weaker rhymes
And move on towards a better life
And stear clear of the dark and go towards the light
My vision ain't bleak no more, alright?
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[ hook ] (x2)
Misunderstood
Misinterpreted
That just how I feel
From day to day
[ verse ]
You'll never know how it truly feels
To not know whether anything is real
In this common place
In this common realm
Suffering everyday
Suffering in hell
Feels like eternity
Feels like I'm no longer me
Feels like something just needs to change
Or everything will remain the same
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[ verse I ]
Been a bad week, but been thinkin bout killing myself again
Tut past these thoughts are no intentions of doing them
I been struggling lately, sorry for not showing it
It's hard to hurt when you don't wanna make others feel like shit
But it just so happens to be the truth
I've never been right, I've got a screw loose
In my brain, my thoughts arent right
I've always been wrong, no wonder I write
Bout the shit that bothers me to no end
I'm hoping they send
(help)
(help)
[ verse II ]
Harbinger of doom
Floats around my room
Waiting for my moment of weakness
Give it a week, more or less
I'll be sure to give up by sunday
I don't wanna see the future one day
I've just given up all hope
I've just given up all hope
Fuck a bright future
Fuck a bright future
I've just given up all hope
(help)
(help)
[ hook ]
Inner demons conflicting within me
Tryna see if I care, only trying to tear
My emotions
Into small bits
I've already lost my sanity
But go ahead and try me
But go ahead and try me
But go ahead and try me
But go ahead and try me
But go ahead and try me
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[ hook ]
I don't need diamonds on my neck or my wrist
I don't need to flex, trust me I don't need that shit
I don't need to
I don't need to
[ verse ]
I don't need to go and flex anything
I just need to go rap and or sing
Out what I'm thinking
Or my thoughts could start sinking into the abyss
Inside my mind, ain't so glamorous
Hoping the point won't be missed, don't need diamonds on my wrist
I just want to feel like I'm progressing as a person
Cause if I don't then Imma feel real worthless
And you'd best believe I'm sitting here and trying my best
Tryna improve my life not just for me, but for the rest
Of these people around me that I care for
I just can't help feeling like there is something more
To this life than laying in bed and just being depressed
Ain't really know that till now, I'm just sorry for the mess
That I may have caused, that you may have seen
All I simply ask is that you forgive me
For the things that I say from the day to day
Trust me, I won't ever go and completely change
But at some point I hope to improve
Been a loser my whole life so I hope that don't continue
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Today Imma try and look at the bright side of life
I mean, sure yeah, things suck, alright
If I truly let what hurts me consume me daily
I'll never change, I probably won't be happy
So I need to better myself, get me some help
As well as work hard to see me get well
Cause if I don't then god damn, nothing will change
All this bullshit sadness will remain the same
I don't know bout you but I'd rather not want that
I'd rather keep moving forward than stay back
If I'm not progressing, then what's the point?
If i dont push myself towards more, then what's the point?
I'm not just a rapper, I'm an artist
May not be the best but I ain't worthless
One day I could be destined for great things
But for now Imma just chill for a sec and sing...
[ hook ] (x4)
Flowers surround me and my progress
They make me feel like more, not like less
I might still be a bit of a mess
But I woke up today and I felt blessed
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Another EP straight from the heart. Thank you all for your continued support, especially if you decide to download the EP.
released August 12, 2017
