Completely Dependent

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[ hook ]
I'M COMPLETELY DEPENDENT ON OTHERS
ITS PLEASANT!
UNTIL ITS NOT THEN ITS HATED
WARRANTED OR NOT ITS BARELY RELATED
FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT BECAUSE IN THE END ITS PAY-LESS
OR PAINLESS DEPENDENT ON THE ONE YOU DEPENDED ON

[ verse i ]
VAGUE MEMORIES PAINTED AS
SOMETHING PEACEFUL WITHIN MY BRAIN
CALL IT A HUNCH OR MAYBE
A BUNCH OF STORED UP ENDLESS PAIN
NO MATTER HOW FAR I GET IN THIS LIFE,
IT ALL FEELS THE SAME
ALL THAT I'M SAYING IS I NEED CHANGE OR I MIGHT GO INSANE
SEE I'M SAYING, THAT I'M NOT PLAYING
DEPRESSION SUICIDE ON MY BRAIN STAYS WEIGHING
ME DOWN AND KEEPING ME SINKING,
REGARDLESS OF WHAT I'M THINKING
THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH I CAN THINK IN
OR ABOUT BEFORE I JUST WANNA SHOUT
I NEED A MOMENT TO BREATHE
FOR NOW I CANT EVEN SEE
WHATS HAPPENING IN FRONT OF ME
SO I ASK THAT YOU LEAVE ME BE

[ verse II ]
NO ONES RESPONDING ANYMORE TO
ANY OF MY CRIES FOR HELP
I USED TO FEEL LIKE A BLOOMING FLOWER BUT NOW I'VE WILT
I'VE BEEN LOOKING INTO THE WORLD THROUGH A BLEAK TINT
FOR ALL THIS ANNOYANCE AND BITTER
STAYS ON ME LIKE A TICK
SEE YOU SAY YOU UNDERSTAND AND THAT YOU'LL BE THERE
BUT WHEN THE TIME COMES, NO ONES EVER ANYWHERE
IN THE END ITS PROBABLY ALL MY FAULT SINCE I OVERSHARE
AND PROBABLY SCARE EVERYONE AWAY TO LORD KNOWS WHERE
ALL MY PETALS FALL AS I DROP TO THE GROUND
WHEN I EVENTUALLY DIE I HOPE I MAKE NO SOUND
NOT A FALLEN ANGEL OR DEMON, JUST LOST IS ALL
HOPING TO BE FOUND BUT NOT EXPECTING THAT CALL

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released November 2, 2019

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